Disappointed

Well it's been awhile since my last blog and thought maybe I would do an update.
School is STILL going on. My teacher failed me so now I have to retake a $325 dollar class all over again :( That I can get over, the one thing I can't seem to accept is my father lying to me all the time. Not just to me but to his entire family. Not that long ago he had a bit of a breakdown and told me he was going to get help but there was a 10 week waiting period to get into this rehab. While he was waiting for that he was going to see someone once a week to talk about his problems. Today is his 50th birthday and I don't even want to spend time with him. How aweful is that? Last night he called me @ 11:25pm to talk, no biggie, I like talking to him...when he is sober but he wasn't so I got to hear him repeat the same thing over and over because he couldn't remember if he told me that story or not. I went downstairs to give him his birthday card....low and behold, he is still drunk. UnFREAKINbeleivable!!! way to go dad you make me feel less proud of you when you pull these stunts. I don't know what is going to take him to quite drinking, is he going to wait till he gets into an accident? And we all know when that happens it's never the drunk that gets seriously hurt :(
Well I didn't intend to expose ALL of my issues but I feel a little better writing this down instead of bottling it up inside.
Hope everyone has a good weekend
Chat soon
~Lisa~